Today, I just received an email saying that I was rejected from the NUS Jazz band. Which was the only thing that I thought could make school tolerable and perhaps even fun.

Apparently, I was under the impression that I had talent.

Obviously I was wrong.

So I'm not smart or talented or skinny or anything really. I dunno why I'm even in NUS. I dunno what I have to give since obviously, there is nothing I am good at. I'm even under performing in theatre studies.

Yes, I am a loser.