I'm sorry...

That's all I can say to my friends who believed in me. To my parents who wasted money on me. To my school who depended on me. To everyone...

I am a loser. Trash.

Today, every single drop of confidence in my being has evaporated into nothingness. How many times must I go through this torture? We all know I'm not good enough. I'm not. I don't deserve all your support and praises. You're all being too kind.

I don't deserve it.

I'm sorry I suck.

I'm sorry to disappoint.

I'm sorry...